2009 Smart-Talks Online

This years SMART conference presentations are up online. All you have to do it go to the url below, and click "play" on the talk/talks you want to listen to:

http://smart-talks.podomatic.com/

Below is a list of the ones that are up:

Lowell Routley: Dissociation and Time Management

Lowell Routley is executive director of Heartland Trauma Initiative, created to serve survivors of extreme trauma. Over his 36 years of clinical experience in the Midwest, Lowell has listened to survivors to find what works, what doesn’t, and why. Out of those observations, he developed The Core Integrity Model. Through Heartland Trauma Initiative, Lowell provides training and consultation for therapists and survivors to explore, understand, and resolve impasses in healing. His topic is: Dissociation and Time Management.

Hal Pepinsky: Reflections of a Believer

Hal Pepinsky reflects on the experience of learning from and teaching with ra/mc survivors and advocates from 1993 until his retirement from criminal justice at Indiana University this past spring, including progress in and around SMART conferences since 1998 in building popular recognition of the reality of ra/mc, and progress in the healing of survivors he has known. His topic is: Reflections of a Believer

Shamai Currim: From Victim to Survivor to Advocate

Shamai Currim PhD is a healed survivor from a multi-generations SRA family and a therapist working in private practice in CT. She is a member of RA/MC advocate, study, and online groups, has worked with perpetrators in prisons, and has spoken up for injustice in third world countries. Her topic is: From Victim to Survivor to Advocate

Neil Brick: Ritual Abuse, the Trenches of the Stopping Child Abuse Movement

Neil Brick is a survivor of alleged Masonic Ritual Abuse and MK-ULTRA. He is the editor of S.M.A.R.T. – A Ritual Abuse Newsletter. His topic is : Ritual Abuse, the trenches of the stopping child abuse movement.

DeJoly LaBrier: Life as a Onesie- Making a Difference

deJoly LaBrier has been doing recovery work for 20 yrs. She has spoken publicly about her experiences in a military sex ring, Satanic cult and government experimentation; and is grateful for the serenity and sanity she now experiences. Her topic is: Life as a Onesie: Making a Difference

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Yes Nostalgia

Yes Nostalgia by ElianaHephzibah on Polyvore.com

Not all of my memories are terrible. Here is a collage about one of my fondest memories. It was my first concert experience. I was 16 years old and actually was most interested in and bought tickets to see the opening act, which was Berlin. I took my sister and sadly, Berlin didn't show. At the time, all I THOUGHT I knew of Yes was the currently popular song, "Owner of a Lonely Heart". My older and wiser sister told me that I would surely love what was coming and that I would recognize many Yes songs.

Boy, was she right. Yes absolutely took my breath away. It was the first and best to date concert I have ever seen or experienced. They are beyond compare.

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In Memoriam

In Memoriam by ElianaHephzibah on Polyvore.com

2 Praise the LORD, O my soul,
and forget not all his benefits-

3 who forgives all your sins
and heals all your diseases,

4 who redeems your life from the pit
and crowns you with love and compassion,

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Escape

Escape by ElianaHephzibah on Polyvore.com

This is the story of the life of one of my alter selves, now integrated. Her name was Escape, and escape was what she was all about.
One dark night, while being made to attend a ritual gathering in the woods, she decided to see what would happen if she just faded slowly into the darkness step by step. As she slowly faded back into the darkness, no one noticed her. In fact, before this, this was one of her greatest pains; that of being invisible. Well, now she would use that to her advantage and once completely cloaked in darkness, she made a break for it and ran, and ran, and ran through the dark woods to the safety of her own home and bed.
She would pay for this transgression, but keep running she did. She ran away by hitchhiking, but was caught roughly 1,500 miles from home, and sent back. Still she kept running and would never be ignored again. She ran through drinking and smoking. She ran through outright rebellion. She ran until the truth was known, and there was safety and no reason to run anymore. Now she rests within.....

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2005

2005 by ElianaHephzibah on Polyvore.com

This collage is about the year my life exploded and I woke up from a nightmare that was being lived by me. It was outside of my awareness, but no less real. I went into the year with emerging alter selves who spoke of sinister things suggesting that I was subjected to much more than "regular" family sexual abuse, but something much more organized. During the ensuing unfolding of what had been my history, I became aware of having been used in local cult networks and the identities of some of the perpetrators. Things became very dangerous for me very fast, and by the end of the year, I was fleeing for my life across the country to start entirely over.

I am no longer the person who went into 2005.

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When The Bough Breaks

This video says it all about what is my life and experience. I wish it wasn't. I wish I could retreat into the comfort of insanity, but I cannot. I cannot because it is real. It is my life. Now I am trying so hard to become One. Only in becoming One can one be safe from living a double life behind one's own back...

Never Again

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I Will Go Before You

I Will Go Before You by ElianaHephzibah on Polyvore.com

Isaiah 45: 2-3

2 I will go before you
and will level the mountains;
I will break down gates of bronze
and cut through bars of iron.

3 I will give you the treasures of darkness,
riches stored in secret places,
so that you may know that I am the LORD,
the God of Israel, who summons you by name.

This set depicts my whole soul/mind/spirit. The lower portions are the most trapped and young parts, and furthest back in time.

The top half is present day and the hard work of the adults in our system enabled by God to bring progressive truth and knowledge to all of us and to continually invite God to "go before us" down to the depths of my self and bring revelations of truth to places I don't even know about yet.

He is doing it.

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